At his best Erap is a lovable imp, a loyal friend, guileless, carefree, generous. No wonder I know some people who will always be by his side as his friends, for richer or poorer, for better or worse, in sickness or in health, in or out of Malacañang. They continue to keep him company regularly in his despondency.
Too bad Erap didnt stick with just those friends. He should have stayed away from smooth operators like Chavit Singson. He should have stayed away from people with a habit of keeping files of derogatory information about him on paper, videotape, photographs.
At his worst hes a self-centered libertine, a user of women and his adoring masses for his short-sighted ends. If he had any vision at all for his country during his incumbency, the vision was as impaired as his physical one. Erap has not aged gracefully, and he has come to symbolize everything thats wrong with this country. I have many complaints against the Arroyo administration, but every time Erap acts up I immediately count my blessings and thank the heavens that hes out of Malacañang.
Does he think hes guilty? Who knows what Eraps concept is of right and wrong? Watching him, listening to him, I get the impression that he actually believes hes innocent. Not so much because he doesnt know the law, but because he thinks he simply did what everyone else was doing. He cant stand having someone like Singson as a principal witness against him.
Even more galling for Erap is being charged with an offense that he says does not involve public funds. I dont know what Singson has to say about the tobacco excise taxes. But as far as the Jose Velarde account is concerned, Erap insists to anyone who would listen that he isnt the owner and the multimillion-peso bank deposit isnt public money.
Also, there are bigger cases that clearly involve public funds, such as the Centennial Expo scam and the PEA-Amari deal, Erap says over and over. Why hasnt anyone been charged with plunder? Why, he moans, is he the only one held without bail?
The litany of woes is endless: Why was his son Jinggoy denied bail by the Supreme Court? (Actually, there was no denial; the court simply returned the bail petition to the Sandiganbayan.) Why was a special court created to speed up his case? I dont know why an innocent man would complain about a speedy trial, but thats Erap for you.
And the administration, haunted by ghosts of May Day 2001, is in a quandary, wondering whether it should uphold the law and strengthen the justice system or opt for political expediency.
As of yesterday President GMA was still publicly belligerent, vowing "full retribution" if Erap continued his attacks on the government and the judiciary. Sometimes her big mouth can rival Eraps. Maybe she was touchy over reports that Erap had snubbed her. When shes cranky the meek "I need you" GMA disappears and the real one emerges, the one who declares: "I should not expect the people, especially my critics as well as fence-sitters, to grasp the objective of what I am tying to accomplish, because the time and timing is determined by God."
Full retribution or not, my guess is President GMA will wait for May 1 before deciding what to do with the royal pain in the ass. Can Erap still summon his multitudes? Without the Iglesia ni Cristo and El Shaddai, hes left with the Peoples Movement Against Poverty.
If the much-vaunted show of force fails to materialize and May 1 passes with a big yawn, the trial will continue, whether or not Eraps original lawyers return. One day hell be convicted, but hes likely to be pardoned, whoever is ensconced at Malacañang.